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6/22/2025, 1:46:01 AM
>>40131256
>I don't want to kill myself either, I want to live, but live differently, the way I want to, but I think that's impossible for me
Right in the feels, you described it really well. I've seen how happy other people can be, I know how good life can be, sometimes I get a little taste of it on a good day if im somewhere I won't be judged. But my life specifically is just awful, nobody takes you seriously if you don't pass. Still, I don't want to end it and throw away every opportunity to be happy and experience things, I just want the pain of being something I know is wrong to stop. If I knew there was something after id end it all immediately desu, but I unfortunately don't have the certainty to religioncope, there's always a little bit of doubt in everything.
>I don't want to kill myself either, I want to live, but live differently, the way I want to, but I think that's impossible for me
Right in the feels, you described it really well. I've seen how happy other people can be, I know how good life can be, sometimes I get a little taste of it on a good day if im somewhere I won't be judged. But my life specifically is just awful, nobody takes you seriously if you don't pass. Still, I don't want to end it and throw away every opportunity to be happy and experience things, I just want the pain of being something I know is wrong to stop. If I knew there was something after id end it all immediately desu, but I unfortunately don't have the certainty to religioncope, there's always a little bit of doubt in everything.
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