I did it. I think I didn't miss anyone. I'll have to double check sometime but for now I need a break.
>>40168921
No prob Z, I am sure we can fix the hiccup in time. Happy to see you around. And I wish you all the best for your job search!
>Sorry, sig. I hope everything is going great with you.
Things are alright! Had a bit of a tough time (mom passed) but things are looking up again.
>Did you finish the project you talked about?
Things are going alright, trying to remember.. what was the last project we talked about?
>>40169436
>You have some experience when it comes to psychological stuff, right?
Yes although I have no formal training. So it is always good to fact check me or get a second opinion.
>Abuse is harder for me to accept, considering it makes me feel a little ashamed.
That is normal, and honestly the best kind of reaction that was realistic. Self blame, shame, these are normal reactions. Because we crave agency. And.. ourselves we can change. So we are biased in that direction when facing suffering for reasons outside of ourselves.
>I'll I want is to be as independent as possible, then maybe I'll be in the clear.
I think so too. And I am thankful for your rambles, it is exactly what I would have wanted you to do (express your thoughts and feelings).
>>40170903
I would, Anon. Gladly.
>>40171989
God I hate those quacks..
>yesterday something interesting happened though: a medical research team reach out to me inviting me to participate in their new study targeting repeat infections.
That is.. promising? I hope? God I just really want nothing but the best for you, Shinji. Hope you will know more soon..
>>40172101
>I think I may have a mild form of dopamine addiction.
Interesting, what brought this thought on?