>>39962852
I am so so sorry siganon. your mother sounds very much like a lovely woman. I'm sorry that there is nothing that I could ever do to lessen the pain. I know how bad it feels. How it can feel like you lose a part of yourself that never fully heals. Please spend this time with people you love, I think your mother would want that. Know that you are loved even more than you could ever possibly know. Please take your time, and be gentle with yourself lean on others if you need support. Know that many people love you so so much. Love, anon.