What's the right move here?

In DAD, the weak fear the strong.

You HAVE to sit and draw when you don't want to because Banana tells you it's for your own good.

But I say, no, I think going out for a walk is better for me than sitting in the dark getting carpal tunnel syndrome for the sake of some fictional rules.

I live life on my own terms, and this fills you with fear, not because of what I can do, but because I reflect a vision of yourself you cannot be, and you must come to terms with the reality that you being too weak to say no to rule breaking means you'll be banana's bitch streak slave for the rest of your life.

I don't pity you. You're choosing this for some naive misguided ideal. You're creating your own hellhole.