I want to leave 4chan so bad. This sounds stupid, like obviously I could just close this tab and never come back. But I'm addicted to the misery here.
I'm addicted to getting into arguments with anons and making myself angry, it's so stupid since most people here don't even believe anything. They'll just say the most outrageous shit just to make you angry, and I fall for it every time.
Why am I such a retard? It makes my heart hurt every single time an anon tells me to kill myself. Why is it so hard for me to stay away? I spend all day refreshing threads and board hopping, looking for arguments to have.

Plus all the porn