When me n my wee pal in my street were playing computer games bk in those days i always played as the lassie n in the same respect he always was a guy nd i mind thinking just generally if u have the choice to be something other than a moid why would you choose a boring moid but in his head its really like that.OOO AM IN THE ARMY AM A BADASS AM A SECRET AGENT wowwww pew pew pew am in a war look at my muscles thats to me always felt like the alternative option n being a lassie is default but however the sick thing is sometimes with games ave deliberately chose a moid nd try to moidmaxx just to prove to myself that i can,not with anyone else,not that anyone else will ever see it,,am rly feeling like yeah look I could play it this way easily, I could still enjoy this.It does feel like a self inflected nuzlocke style challenge.I tried to do skyrim like that w/ a dark elf moid which went nowhere but on my imperial lassie thief Alice its hundreds of hours in. Yeah basically but the point with the guy frm my street is more that even back then when I wasnt really aware of sex stuff I instinctively knew that i enjoyed the fact that in the game which is a extension of ourselves am a lassie getting battered nd dominated by my pal which is a guy,,I just mean in that moment for both of us I definitely knew nd he knew on some level that in that moment he was treating me like a woman nd behaving accordingly.I dont know whats the closest thing to "it turned me on" when you dont even have that vocabularly in life yet but i just knew anyway.In those days when my d*d was still around nd took me places n we went mcdonalds nd hes like that trying to coax me into being a pervert moid that notices lassies arses n phwoar look at her son I hated it + him nd am thinking I dnt care I dnt want to see nd am a girl were not the same so stop treating me like a moid like you. But i knew for a fact he always would nd everyone will.Bc thats how am born.Simple as that.