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("“Who then is the faithful and wise servant, whom the master has put in charge of the servants in his household to give them their food at the proper time? It will be good for that servant whose master finds him doing so when he returns. Truly I tell you, he will put him in charge of all his possessions. 48 But suppose that servant is wicked and says to himself, ‘My master is staying away a long time,’ and he then begins to beat his fellow servants and to eat and drink with drunkards. The master of that servant will come on a day when he does not expect him and at an hour he is not aware of. He will cut him to pieces and assign him a place with the hypocrites, where there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.")

So to wrap up, I wrote all of this in a long, expansive way to at least accurately describe what happened, and I personally feel God's presence. And I'm just curious as an atheist, what life is like to not feel that presence. I don't know why atheists are barred from receiving God's love. I don't think they fully are, I think they're just willfully ignorant to what happens in their life, not reading the narrative of it constructed from the lens of a higher power. I know that you deal with depression, ika poster, and so I want to also share that when I stopped talking to God when I was in high school and depressed. I felt lonely and empty. But the irony was my sister was motivating me to come with her to church. But I didn't. Instead I could remember me having a relationship with an alt-girl that believed herself to be aligned with the antichrist. And I was depressed getting absorbed into Evangelion, just feeling bad in my life. But the irony was that it was the religious symbolism and apocalyptic themes that drew me to Evangelion so much, looking into the lore and reading Evageeks. So that was subtly God communicating to me that he wanted to re-establish a relationship with me.

It's in the title: "New Millennium Gospel"