6ish years of looksmaxxing obsession and I look fine now, not like attractive but at a point I'm happy with. but people are only nice to me because I'm not ugly anymore. how do I deal with this? I thought the compliments and increased attention would make me feel better but I just feel empty. like I've gotten more positive attention in the past year than I have in my life. do I just masturbate in front of a mirror now? I don't think anyone is capable of truly loving me.