>>81703691
>mocked for my appearance
I was once made fun of for my weight at a young age and now, other girls constantly compliment my figure, etc. It's never over. Truly. Modern science has given us so many amazing tools, surgical procedures, breakthroughs in nutrition and readings that have made ascension easier than ever before. You are not special and you have no excuses. You just need to ground yourself and not expect to bag a Kate Moss.

>You'd rather hang yourself with barbed wire then spend a day as me
Probably, but because you have an infection in your brain and not your physical body. I would love to wake up one day and be stronger and more dexterous than the opposite sex. Also doing helicopter dick has been a long dream of mine that I will never achieve.