>>102558284
Op is a gay fake nigger but i'll bite.

You are and were unhappy because of your lifestyle. You are a man, men are meant to make things happen. If you are not making things happen you will be depressed and use surrogates to try to replace the feeling of making things happen. Basically, you have to start doing things, like getting a job, going to the gym, and talking to strangers. When you start living more like how you were made to live you will not need surrogates anymore. Okay schizo ramble over.