Im upset
not at the fact shes getting married, good for her.
but that shes been streaming & doing asmr and had the time to get into a relationship AND got hitched
Here I am stuck at a dead end job, rotting infront of a computer screen, going home to shitpost on bootleg data harvesting website or play video games or masturbate, or watch a vtuber, assuming i don't just pass out on the couch once i get home. then repeat the cycle

I need to change. I need to leave this place. If i dont im going to go deepthroat a double barrel till it busts out the back of my head