>>76318112
>Damn. She wasn’t even my gf and i miss her so much.
>Why are we attracted to what will inevitably hurt us?
It's dopamine, you have that nice view but it doesn't match the energy that she gave you, she was your drug, she made your days, you were complete with her, her validation, her caring about your shifts, her being there, her smilling at you, her telling you her problems and relying on you, that view can't give you those feels, the view would be an addition if she was there with you right now.

>But if i may ask is the pain worth it?
It's not worth it, my life is a living her right now, the low is as bad on how good the high was. I had 2 gf's after her and she would send me messages that I told her we are getting married and that I should I drop the other girl. She also found me two weeks ago on my nightwalk with her friend and she wanted me to get in the car for a ride (her friend was riding) she called me the next day and I didn't answer, i pussied out because i'm scared of her, i can't describe you my pain.