>>81962009
>what memory issues?
um, i just meant losing memories i guess. most of my life is blank, i have major long term memory issues
>my mind tends to wander into bad thoughts whenever i see people having fun together, it reminds me of how alone i am.
oh... i understand that feeling, ya. its somehow more isolating than being alone in a dark room. eugh:(
>god i wish i could do that
its a bad habit, i make more mistakes and become even more empty-minded than i already usually am when im aware. it scares people sometimes
> like to think about it that way aswell. i purposely reminisce certain memories that i really dont want to lose from time to time, so im sure they wont disappear
hm... thats a good practice i think. have you ever tried writing the memories down too? or your feelings about them? i feel like putting stuff on paper makes thoughts and memories more solid, but i may just be insane
>but i'd be lying if i said i dont get worried i might forget everything some day.
i hope you dont:(