>be me
>tranny, mtf
>severe dysphoria
>week away from hrt
>dreams about being a sahm
>have some kids and raise them well
>be the best, warmest, sweetest mother they could ask for
>live a comfy and happy live

>hear about picrel
>suddenly feel like a failure
>feel like a loser for considering transition
>i should power through the dysphoria
>have 100+ kids myself
>this is what it means to actually win at life and i'm lying to myself about transition

what the fuck is wrong with me

is it the incel propaganda getting to my head again

am i just a cis fetishist or something