>>81869427
i am very volatile.. you always know me so well. the internet is funny in how it works...

um, even if it's all burning around me. even though this is the bad route end. i still don't wanna give up. not on myself, really, or a lot of other things. i still have to persevere. i want to try my best, until the day i can't try anymore. the world is ashen enough already, why give in and add to the pile?

;< i am sorry things ended badly in your case. it seems both of us had a bad ending.. blergh. but now you are free as you wanted, free as you desired. bittersweet isn't it,,

i am sorry, it is quite late and i am still really exhausted mentally for a lot of reasons. it would be nice to see more of you,, take care okay?