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7/26/2025, 2:17:12 PM
>>40790200
Am I going to kill myself? I’m drowning right now. I was in a car crash, with my wife. God blessed us in the fact that we did not die, and that she was barely harmed. The EMT’s were saying we’re lucky to be alive. We were speeding back home from a party. She was drunk, and I was rushing. Uber was too expensive. So fucking stupid. I swerved to avoid a fox. My steering failed, and the wheel kicked back HARD. We crashed into a tree. I’ll gladly take the penance of having a broken right ankle, sprained left ankle, partially amputated ring finger, and some new facial scars. On a humorous note, I had just signed with a big modeling agency.
We are facing huge medical debt, being single income, legal fees, and having to couch surf at my livia soprano tier mother’s house because two months ago we found black mold in our apartment but our landlord ghosted us. We were both unemployed technically before the crash because we were set to start working at this new bar opening up a week after the accident. They were kind enough to have me in for training anyway…Being home has let out all my repressed trauma. The sexual and the physical abuses, the anger, and neglect. My wife’s been staying at friends because my mom is so fucking temperamental. Idk. Before this happened I was acting and modeling. So dumb. I wish I had been more honest. All I like if I’m being honest is my wife, animals, writing, traveling, martial arts and bartending. I want to pursue those things but I don’t know if I can do this anymore. Am I meant for anything good?
Am I going to kill myself? I’m drowning right now. I was in a car crash, with my wife. God blessed us in the fact that we did not die, and that she was barely harmed. The EMT’s were saying we’re lucky to be alive. We were speeding back home from a party. She was drunk, and I was rushing. Uber was too expensive. So fucking stupid. I swerved to avoid a fox. My steering failed, and the wheel kicked back HARD. We crashed into a tree. I’ll gladly take the penance of having a broken right ankle, sprained left ankle, partially amputated ring finger, and some new facial scars. On a humorous note, I had just signed with a big modeling agency.
We are facing huge medical debt, being single income, legal fees, and having to couch surf at my livia soprano tier mother’s house because two months ago we found black mold in our apartment but our landlord ghosted us. We were both unemployed technically before the crash because we were set to start working at this new bar opening up a week after the accident. They were kind enough to have me in for training anyway…Being home has let out all my repressed trauma. The sexual and the physical abuses, the anger, and neglect. My wife’s been staying at friends because my mom is so fucking temperamental. Idk. Before this happened I was acting and modeling. So dumb. I wish I had been more honest. All I like if I’m being honest is my wife, animals, writing, traveling, martial arts and bartending. I want to pursue those things but I don’t know if I can do this anymore. Am I meant for anything good?
7/6/2025, 1:44:55 PM
7/5/2025, 2:43:46 PM
>>40664242
what am i meant to do? am i just going to end up killing myself?
what am i meant to do? am i just going to end up killing myself?
7/3/2025, 6:41:26 PM
I had a massive car accident recently this week. I’m still in thr hospital. I broke both ankles and a finger. I’ll be back up on legs in 2 months. But I almost lost my eye, my finger, my foot, and apparently I had a ton of internal bleeding. It was so scary. It’s shaken up all of what I’ve thought. About my family, my relationship, career, etc. Is my Saturn return getting ready to fuck me into oblivion? What am I meant to so? Thank you
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