I want society to break down. Maybe it's due to a world war ending in mutually assured destruction, climate change getting too intense or nature trying to wipe us out, it doesn't matter, the end is the same.
In that fallen world where basic needs like food, water and shelter take the forefront of the human mind, we wouldn't have time to bitch about gender or whatever, the thought wouldn't even cross our minds.
That way I would be free, maybe starving and possibly dead, but free.
My dream is to build a community of people that care about eachother in that world. People would struggle and sacrifice a lot just to keep things running, but they'd do it out of love and compassion for one another.
You can't do this in this current world, the closest thing is a cult's compound in the middle of the woods, but even then modern society would find a way to bother you.
Uncle ted was right. But in the end I know this is merely a childish and edgy fantasy.
And then I'm alone again.
If only god could hear me...