>>22982050
stop drink
clean room
everything else is optional

if something is forcing you to have shit living conditions or want to drink constantly, get away from that thing

>>22880595
how do i get money easily

>>22857634
taht is cute
i believe in you, just don't get arrested for stalking/harassment

alcohol is bad, it makes you turn into that family member you thought was a retarded loser when you were 12 to 16 years old

>>22849665
>she isn't going to forgive you anyway. and if she did you'll just fuck things up again.
better to reach out & get closure as many times as you need to
worst case scenario she rejects you

hope for better things