>>40063875
I’ve mentioned it quite a bit above! I figure it is kind of problematic trying to give everyone my thoughts. I don’t like to ramble, but when I read back what I wrote I can’t help but think “how the hell am I gonna condense this further”. So I end up leaving huge walls of text.

I’ll summarize!

I pick up new hobbies all the time. I don’t care about productivity, so long as I have fun I wil do it. Whether that be spending a lot of time on a video game, or training intensely for a random sport like rock climbing or table tennis, or even just finding fun in the mundane. It might be just how my brain is, but I can never really be bored. I’ll always find a way to have fun no matter what.

>>40063887
Her blessing? Interesting. I decided to google your name and some very interesting results came up. I won’t lie, to an outsider like me it seems like you decided to go down this path as a sort of “cope” for your situation. But I shouldn’t use that word, I feel it had negative context. The only person I truly believe in is myself. I can’t fathom relying on or believing in something else to such an extent that you’d worship it. But to each their own. I don’t judge, so long as you’re content with it. I can’t imagine typical Christians being very happy or approving of your approach, lol.