Question for both genders.
F
Why am I jealous of my sister?
She married a farmguy. Has his own farm, three houses on the property, one where farm employees live., one where they live and one is renovated so my parents can live there under their care.
She completely gave up her career as a secretary on a state funded institution to be a homemaker on a farm 12 miles from nearest neighbour and the farmguy, her husband just connected them to glass fiber internet so they have a better connection than I do in the city.
>they dont pay water bills either, its their pump from a groundwater spring

Just feels like she didnt even try and has a complete life and secured even my parents future. Its just some guy. They even have a prenup where she gets nothing in divorce.

Feeling left out. Feeling left over. And awkward for wanting what she has. Feeling like the choices I made pursuing a career in marketing is never going to grant me what she has.
Why these feels when I have convinced myself for years that a career is the best thing ever