I had big hopes and dreams.
They weren't even that unrealistic. I only needed some support.
But through years and years of attrition, they were completely destroyed.
I have only one goal now, to get a job, to move out of my mother's apartment, to live as an hermit, to masturbate and play video games and watch anime everyday until I'm like 30 or 40 and then kms.
So, so pathetic.

>>212248397
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Li1_Ro9e2_4

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