Hi guys, Im currently dating a girl that I do not find sexually attractive. I like everything else about her, though, her personality, her energy etc. But she is just not my type at all. I love masculine white alt girls, but they almost never like me back. As per the advice of my friends - I lowered my standards. Well, the result is dogshit, I'm lying to this girl and myself. I'm a short black cutecel. I suppose I'm going to break things off with this girl eventhough she adores me. How do I find a girl I truly desire?