>be me, femanon
>grew up in a shithole country
>family is pretty nice but also a bit misogynistic and conservative
>taught to be "modest" and never talk to guys
>was ugly and obese during middle school
>has no male interaction outside a childhood friend
>was home schooled during high school because politics
>loses weight and now barely overweight
>family sends me off to another country for college
>can't make friends
>guys only like girls that goes to club and play valorant with them

Fuck, I don't want to do drugs and suck dick just to get a guy. what tf do I do? I just want my cute nerd dream bf that reads dostoevsky and skip classes with me and I have no idea where I went wrong.

I'm not even ugly and I don't smell bad but no one ever fucking talks to me.