i think i might not come back tomorrow
i might actually be more talented than others and it was completely out of line to berate and redline people because they were worse than what i thought other beginners that take the process seriously would be like
i was way too harsh to everyone because i expected too much
this is my sincere apology to everyone i insulted
i wanted to help everyone and thought they weren't taking it seriously but maybe it really just is more difficult for others
i never wanted to believe that i'm more talented because usually it's a safe bet that you're not "special" at anything you try
still, i think i've scribbled things that look like >>7663938 in notebooks before when bored in class so i really think everyone has a chance if they change their mindset and try seriously

even though i never drew whenever i see pictures with nice artstyles i would stop and analyze them, because good artists make sloppy lines look coherent, so whenever you see a good looking sloppy image on the internet, look closer at what they are doing, why their pictures look good even with sloppy linework and try to pick up and apply the techniques. this must be the way i improved at art without ever actually doing it. i don't think i can give any more advice
i hope everyone makes it