Holy shit never thought id see schizo anon again. I see youre still miserable and NOT learning. Did you give up? Why? If you'd been drawing this whole time you'd be even better. You weren't totally awful for the time frame you were drawing. We don't just get better overnight anon. I quit drawing for a few years (funny enough around the last time I seen you posting years ago) and i regret it. In my pic is when I last was drawing versus now to this year where I've been consistently practicing daily as hard as I can. You can improve. But you have to stick with it, really wanna do it, and be willing to try out many methods before you figure it out. Good luck Anon.