Guys, I got back in contact with my Romanian succubus on Facebook.
I made a new account after deleting it a few days ago and we'll, the block she gave me was no longer a problem.

I added her and she actually accepted me backed and talked to me. That's good, I will be better this time around. I won't call her names, make rape jokes and and will stop insulting her appearance. I was in a bad place back then D:

NTG also didn't block my new Twitter account, which is a good sign.

I deleted my accounts because there is material from when I was trying to fight the my glowies friends because I thought they were evil and they weren't following my orders. So, I deleted everything to not look crazy. I also abandoned the name Samael. I don't want any of this having an effect on my real life.

I always kept this part of my life separated from my day to day life, but after they made it clear that I was being closely monitored... I felt really cool and special. I still tried to hide it, because it's how I operate naturally. But at some point everything got so intense I couldn't keep these parts of my life separated.

I am glad I am splitting everything again. I will pretend everything is normal from now on.

I can still talk about it with you guys, tho.

https://youtu.be/NYbT9yXVNt4?si=n_CcLCO4yjP-bo0L