How do I deal with envy?
I'm a virgin. I'm a college dropout. Everything I had to struggle for and eventually fail.
Meanwhile, my younger brother is one of those people everything comes naturally to. He's charismatic, he's smart, he's talented. I want to be so proud and happy that he didn't turn out a failure like me but at the same time I'm insanely jealous of him and it's making me feel like a horrible person.
I used to be someone he looked up to when he were a teenager but now I'm so embarrassed I can't look him in the eye.