i will never be out of the closet. i have been transitioning for 2 1/2 years and have lived as a woman for 0 days. Every time i get close to coming out something happens and i dint feel safe anymore. i want to be a professor and im entering grad school just like i cant stand up in front of a bunch of hungover college kids talking to them about politics while being a man in a dress. The woman i was supposed to be is in all practicality, dead. nobody malefails me i occasionally get clocked and i always tell them im a guy because i dont need the weird looks. its over. i give up.

i think im losing hair too
i dont know if im paranoic rn bc of what happened or its true
im not built for that i iwll never be a woman why do i htought i could make it i started too late i had no strenght to fight my parents when i was like 17y and they took me to psychiatrists that called trans people aberrations i knew what diy were i shouldve stole money from them and bought it anyway i couldve been a youngshit i was too weak i will leave now ill be back later if im better sorry for being that pic of im a loser lonely faggot and this is my vent post bye

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i have a party and im not out to my friends and the shirt i have to wear is not baggy or large so if you look close you can see my tits its over its over my plushies cant help me today