For a long time I've been determined NOT to kill myself. I try to remain grateful for everything I have or have had and see every new day as a gift from God. I still say "I'll kms" in moments of frustration, but I don't really mean it, it's just a substitute for curse words. Honestly, I think it sounds worse than curse words, I started keeping track of how many times a day this happens in hopes to lose the habit.
I am still hopeless and my life's still not going anywhere but I feel like it's my duty to keep on living.
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