>>936137283
>Be me
>Bi
>Have a child with a woman who abuses me and though I loved her once I now hate
>want to leave her and go do gay shit or literally anything else
I'm in the opposite camp, OP. My life with this woman is terrible. She has horrible undiagnosed BPD and is emotionally everywhere all the time and violent , and extremely jealous. She accuses me of cheating all the time ( I have not, she is the only person I've had sex with in fact) , she hits me, she spits on me, and I endure all of it just so I can be with my daughter who is the only family I have left anymore. One moment she's happy, next she's angry, then sad, then an hour later happy again. She's paranoid, she projects all her insecurities on those around her which changes on a dime. But, I don't want my daughter to be dragged out through the court system while I battle with both sides of the family I hate, mine and hers, over rights for my daughter. She is more important than any of this. We dont have sex anymore, there's no love in the relationship, and every day I think about shooting myself but I have an obligation to be here for my daughter and try to make sure she has a better life than I ever had so I wont. The fact you would choose to be in a loveless relationship blows my mind.

But what I wouldn't do to just sit on some dudes cock, to just fuck and be free and love whoever I want. I don't think I could be in an actual relationship with another woman for a long time, and the most I've done with men has just been some making out and touching.