Reminds that there are thousands of streamers who never make it to double digit viewers despite streaming for hours nearly every day. Many of the streamers have better set ups and are more social than you.
Even if you do somehow make it, your fame and income is entirely dependent on the whims of internet viewers. You may think you're not going to be a sell out but you will inevitably have to start appealing to normalfags and staying kosher to keep growing your audience so your fame doesn't die out and you can keep making money as monetization requirements become increasingly draconian. You are nothing more than a street beggar with a broadcast, putting on a desperate performance in hopes of entertaining passerbys enough for them to toss you their change.
Being an e-celeb is a parasitic occupation only for genuinely soulless people. You will deserve all the despair and drama you are going to get.