>>39988839
>And I can objectively look at these thoughts and recognise they're nonsense but I can't push myself to move past them.
Oh no girl you are actually picrel aren't you. Actually, this can help sometimes, trying to drag these brainworms into the humorous. Some thoughts are more easily coped with by trying to turn them into something ridiculous in your head. "Yeah I'm sure he is only mating pressing me to be polite. The way he pins me into the mattress is totally anglefrauding my face.."
Also seconding shinjinon, it's a good idea to go out.
>I think I'll be better once my hair's fully grown out and I've started laser, got 12 days off coming up gonna actually bite the bullet and do a consult.
Awesome, looking forward to that update!
>>39983368
>I always feel crummy trying to give myself credit.
I understand that, so I hope external affirmation makes it easier to swallow. You are granted permission to give yourself credit, so to say.
>I also want to thank you for consistently following up with all these posts despite the difficulties and the effort involved.
I'm happy to. It's not always easy, but at least it is something I have control over in my life. Something I choose to do. And that alone already makes it valuable beyond the happiness I feel knowing I can make a small difference.
>>39999073
It becomes less frequent, I've been told.
>>40004144
>I am getting breast development.
The tiddening is upon us. I'm happy to hear your progress is coming along nicely. And no matter how they react, I am sure things will pan out. You're not alone in all this, okay? You are figuring things out at a good pace.