Don't know if anyone still cares, but I'm the anon that posted this. >>33241290
I decided,>>33241342 is right. I'm going for her consciences be damned.
For those that told me not to, I'm going to explain why.
>>33241432
>there are plenty of women who exist who you are completely attracted to. Go try and date them.
I don't think I got the idea across the first time. I am attracted to her. I would describe her as pretty. I'm just realistic.
There's a difference between the Hollywood star and an average person.
And I'm not marrying anyone just because they're pretty.
Besides, I described my last girlfriend as a looks match before I started dating her. Then I simped for to the point that she was the only girl I could think about. So even if I just think "oh you're pretty" it won't stay that way.
>>33242985
>you have no idea how to deal with it
maybe I don't. But the same could be said about me. I can't fix her, she can't fix me, but maybe we don't need to fix each other. We can just be two fucked up people.
>She will chew you up, cheat on you and leave you heartbroken
As of right now, I am getting zero bitches. This is a risk I think I have to take.

So, here's the plan.
I got 15 days before I switch departments.
She mentioned last week she wanted to swim in a pool other than our workplace.
I have access to a university pool, so I plan on inviting her there.
Alternatively, I can ask about July plans and invite her to a local fireworks display.
Either way, on Monday, I just need to make myself have a conversation with her that leads to this.
Am I over thinking this? Am I trying too hard?
Is there a way to silence any voice of caution in my head without resorting to alcohol?