Everybody is constantly telling me that I light up the room. That I get along with everyone. That when they think of a philanthropic angel I am who comes to mind.
Well… i am not so sure. How could I test the things people say? I want to know if I am good.

I think it’s great that you recognize your loss. If you’re even identifying that a lifelong partner was in the cards, then that means they were important.

Heh. I guess they’re at peace. Why do you act like you know them? They are just celebrities you’ve never met.