>>81839885
>then played Civ 6
is it any fun? apparently they're giving Civ 5 away for free on epic in a day or two and i wanna try it
>I feel I am too limited in too many qualities
i feel that way too. i kinda feel like my life has been railroaded to be a certain way no matter what i do. what would make your life better anon?
>How's your day, OP?
pretty boring... i dont really do much besides playing games and playing guitar. i did learn a new song today though that was nice
>>81839886
>more so in the sense that, i've been living in a dream-like state all this time, where nothing felt real
well thats curious. how did you end up that way?
>i stared at my hands, i stared at my face, my teeth, i looked at everything around me
sometimes, i kinda start thinking just how insane it is that im alive. that i have a consciousness that im formed by a billion cells and all that. then i feel like im wasting all of it
>it's like... it's like my first time being alive
how does it feel?
>>81839963
yeah...