I think you know. I'm so autistic that I went to a strip club recently and still was neurotic when groping the stripper. Idk I just cant chill out man

As a neet retard
>wake up at 9-10
>body hurts coz sleeping on the floor
>curse myself for waking up
>apply for some jobs
>go for a run
>shitpost
>play vidya
>go to sleep
I have the time to read but no motivation