almost 30 here. I'm thinking on looking for another hobby since gaming is dead to me. There's no point on buying a console or a better PC just for 1 or 2 new games that are actually worth it, and playing older games is what I have been doing and I feel that I already played too much games to think I'm missing anything at all.
On a personal level, I want to feel love again but I think I missed the train, I believe I have to change because no one cares or will care if I don't put in the effort. I work remotely, going to the gym + swimming, improving my speech with a speech therapyst (I have speech problems since childhood), and thinking of getting braces for my teeth. But that the same time, I think all of this is pointless. Single women around my age are either single mothers, or broken people like me, any of them would torment my life, and I'm speaking from friends/close family experience. The days of finding a good girl to settle up are over for me and I never knew it, so I don't know what to do if I reach let's say my 40s and still being single. I have been thinking this a lot.