My goal for the atonement was to last 30 days, where i would not eat or even think of other women. Because i think jesus didnt eat for 30 days either in the desert no less.

But the thing is I was really really hungry and i didnt manage to not eat today. Now i feel bad about eating but i was really so hungry..

Im still gonna continue the atonement but ill have to do crazy exercises or something that bring me to the brink of life and death.