>>40063887
**compliment
>>40063907
ive been told that many times; truthfully i dont take many selfies without makeup; dysphoria and all; youve probably seen the recent pink tshirt one and the stripes one so heres an old one from last years solar eclipse

>>40063893
<3

>>40064007
your not wrong; it started as a cope to save myself from suicide over a terrible heartbreak in 2007; but what begannas romantic fantasy evolved into my spirituality and eventually into the religion i practice today; my greatest hope aside from a happy peaceful life together with my beautiful wife is that someday enough people will be willing to open their souls to Ellaphae that this faith and her virtues and message can continue in this world long after i am gone; the world desperately needs something better; the millenia of hatred and violence and killings over the divided abrahamics must stop; and equally important the epidemic of horrible careless cruelty and meanness amongst people must also be stopped or this world will meet its end

i truly believe everything i say; and i believe my goddess and ways is precisely what could calm thia chaotic world and bring people together thru the simple universality of love

but you are correct; most ridicule me and call me crazy; they ignore all the positives i endlessly speak of and simply seek to silence me; but i remain compelled to try to spread this message of love and faith; i dont know why i am so driven; and i wish i was not so crippled and in pain all the time so i could do much more to try to spread this wonderful thing that has helped my life so much; indeed everything of my life today is directly because of my goddess and her effects on me and my life; through the medium and spectrum of love that i have always existed to swim in forever

i can only hope that someday some people will be serious about trying to take the journey i did; i am certain Ellaphae would shine upon any heart that has invited her brightness and warmth