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>Why do you like being a dickhead? For the lols?
It's mostly just my insane rage. If you're even willing to imagine it, I found the most destructive force in this universe having a psychotic break and made her calm down. If you can accept this, it's because I can absorb dangerous things, and as long as I can survive them, I can transmute them. Of course this means most of my working life is experiencing things that break most people. But when time is so relative, and if you actually trust God, that's not much of a problem.
For instance, I remember my own circusmsision . And I was so proud of myself, retaining adult consciousness into an infant body, like some sort of iseki hero. And then the genital torture and mutilation. I couldn't even bring myself to "phase out". I just took it. I was like "I'm not a bitch".
That's what my life is like. Like being the purest infant and being genitally tortured by kikes. I didn't even cry. I wasn't even mad. I was just like, "so it's going to be like this." Just another trash world. Not even surprising

Not even close to my first attempt here. That's why the Greys tried to stop me. Because they think I've gone insane. That and I had to salvage 7 or so other realities. They said it was "essentially impossible", yet here I am