>>2046998
there's also a TINY chance, like finding a super rare item in RPG game. if I buy from a foreign (chinese) shop they will ship from china. I can report the product and ask them to take it back. they might give up and let me keep it for free due to the return cost being much higher than the product.

but I don't wanna do that unless I'm hitting rock bottom though. I wanna be a decent person with kind heart, the person that I can feel proud and respect myself