Feeling very disinterested in my life right now. I've reached that finally stage of ultra depression-maxxing. Total and complete apathy towards life itself. That's the purest form of contempt one can have for anything. Give a man indifference an he will beg to be hated. I truly love the concept of death and not in a sexual way. I feel nothing but a murderous hatred for anyone who promotes the continuation of my life. The thing this world lacks most of all is death. Every time I walk down the street I see people who would be better off put out of their misery. I think our cowardliness in this regard will be looked back upon by historians as our greatest error. I have meds for an overdose but lack the willpower necessary. Looking for a mutually supportive buddy to force my hand. No fucking fag emotions or crying just cold hard force of will. Not got enough meds to share unfortunately but do have needles and some good sites to buy more drugs.

Hello all troon here looking to pull a classic manoeuvre but can't quite get there.
In UK so no guns.
My immigrant doctor has been all to happy prescribe pain killers so I theoretically have more than enough for a lethal dose but I think I'm likely to throw it up or stop before I can get enough of it down. Survival instinct is just to strong.
Any advice?