>>81637756
What's the song?

>>81637760
Hi gator, I hope you are well.

But yeah the instant cold turkey on my meds, work has me 5(about yo be 6 days) a week working 13hr days...im burning out badly. And cause its a small business I dont get pto, sick, or any kind of leave. I know I probably should go back to IP but ill lose my job if I do and I cant afford that medical bill...
And yeah maybe people won't be disappointed, but it feels like they will be.
Also yeah it sucks I make that amount of money where im in poverty but not enough to get easy access care.

Oh also my birthday is coming up and im gonna be working and all alone for my big 30th...so thats not helping. Just everything really shitty right now and only solace I have is the self harm.