>>81742342
I really am trying to understand. I'm not pushing you or telling you you need to change. I'm not judging you, though I'm perceptive to you and I care about you.

Whatever you need to say you can say it and I know that when you make things up too emotionally hurt me you are testing me to see if I am safe and at the same time it is a self-sabotage tactic to push me away and to punish yourself, for me to punish you and put you in your place.

I do want to understand and when you are here I promise you that I will take care of you in a way that pleasures all your senses and gives you the release and peace you need.

I'm trying to better understand how to express myself to you and at the same time care for you in a way that you need because of his you interpret and respond to different things from me.
So Go ahead and larp like you are on gioyc on advice board.

I just want you to know that are seen and that everything is still okay.

When you fall into my arms exhausted my hands are rough and take you in the way you crave

>>81718549
And to that
The Tides Turn Her

In that moment she
Didn't swim toward it
Didn't scream for help
She just let herself feel it

The warmth cutting through the cold
The way it remembered her
Without judgment
Without noise
Only light

And for the first time in a long time
She didn't have to be strong
Didn't have to explain
Just existed in its beam
Like it knew
She was still there
And that was enough

She just remembered
What it felt like
To be seen
Never needing to pretend


The water kept pulling
The voices kept shouting
The wind kept blowing
The rain pierced her like daggers
Thorns in the path

Something inside her shifted
Not loudly or all at once
But enough to know
where the shore was