>>40370634
I'm glad for you to have gotten to make a nice experience like that, even if it led to some heartaches. Don't be too harsh on yourself, I think it's normal to feel the way you do at any age, and I think it is a good, healthy approach to try and incorporate things you find so attractive about him into yourself. You basically addressed the current GotT!
>>40372714
We do, if you check the Resources file linked in the OP you will find there are several resource links on ED in general, including bulimia, to get you started. We can also help you with weight loss and can make sure that the issue really is your weight and not your self perception, which very often is the case for people suffering ED. Does that sound like a good start? Do you have a particular target BMI, and would you be okay with sharing your current BMI? We also have links to compute it in the same paste.
>>40373756
>No rush, I follow up here as often as I can.
Alrighty! And.. I do wanna let you know that you let me feel your appreciation for my efforts. I hope you know I consider it all worth it!
>>40374064
Are there individual things you enjoyed? How have you been treated by others? Are there things you found stimulating or pleasant to engage with?