>>39953177
>that might be too weird.
Well I find weirdness charming, consider it but don't force yourself if you find it too inappropriate to make an online friend like this. I personally would be more impressed than weirded out.
>I think I'm more comfortable just being a guy.
Then there is nothing of substance for me to add, except one thing, and only for peace of mind: should you ever find yourself dissociating, experiencing memory loss or things of that sort then try to get to the bottom of the source. Feel free to ignore this bit, but it is probably very important to some anons reading along. These are repping flags.
>I wish I was socialized female it feels like my life would have been happier I could have been myself more, and I feel like maybe wouldn't want to die anymore.
Actually, I know what you mean. There are a few key ways in which I tend to break rules of male socialization, and I have found that it makes some people more comfortable in their skin. A lot of men suffer from emotional isolation, and are never made to feel attractive.
>>39953197
Doing my very best to. I promise.
>>39957416
All the best for your /fit/goals, Anon! You've already taken great care of yourself and it shows. Any clue what the source for your pimples is? Might be something as simple as diet or fabric choice afaik but I am not at all qualified on the subject.