So i'm a black sissy transgender who has fallen for a 6'9 WHITE chud who makes me very happy and said he would be happy to have me as a second wife.

I like some of the things about his worldview and other things I don't like....

Some of the ideas are really scary and some are beautiful and they kind of cross over in many different ways.

I'm starting to think maybe like... We shouldn't slaughter unborn babies...ya know.....

And like white people are pretty cool and deserve respect and not to be replaced....

And like feminism has failed and you know capitalism is too however socialism would probably be worse and there doesn't seem to like be any clear solution that currently exists.

There's like this dark but beautifatalism about how it all needs to come tumbling down and we're gonna have to live through that.

Through a slow decay with no real understanding of what comes next until something gives then we fall into chaos.

It's gonna be horrible.

But like believing in god gives you hope even in the greatest darkness.

A darkness so absolutely horrifying death seems like a mercy because even if we die it's gonna keep going on and I have to think about it going on now and now is my eternity if I only have now and not some other eternity.

Also, his cock is so fucking huge and fat...


However they don't see me as a sex object because sex is not in control of them.

They want to wait to marry me and and I want to help raise their kids...

There's a pain so very deep in all of us right now, and we don't want to really understand the other side we want to deconstruct them rise ourselves above them in all ways as gods looking upon devils.

We want to choke them with the noose of ignorance and laugh at their corpse in the middle of the town square throwing tomatoes while we were find jewelry and tailored clothing.

Our egos are everything, are safe haven and oasis.

Baby it strikes straight through the heart.