>>40159907
I push everyone in my life away, then proceed to cry about being isolated and alone. There's something wrong with my brain.

It's even worse when people tease/insult me. I'll bully them into tears, and feel like shit after. It makes me feel like a monster, and I have a habit of it. I've been this way since forever, I'm just a fucking asshole for no reason sometimes.

Maybe that's also why I'm repping. I'm scared if anyone sees the feminine side of me, they'll see a weak pathetic loser.

I'm broken.