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hahaha nice tao edit.t thats the pic you took? holy fuck seems like out of a fantasy movie, no wonder you love that place, i wish i could lie there like the little tao
>so i'd rather not think about it at all
well youll never know if you dont try. you dont seem to like your current position, so its not like things get worse if you try, who knows maybe its what you really needed. but atleast for now it gives you something to look forwards too
>since passions are supposed to be something you always like doing (i think)
thought that myself but desu i think thats not the case. theres a saying for writerfags that goes "i dont like writing, i like having written". the process itself is boring, i just sit there and type away my daydreams. but the feeling of actually having done it is pure bliss. i assume that goes for other passions like cooking, you just said yourself that you like cooking. i actually need to force myself to write because again, the process itself is boring, so maybe the cooking for yourself part is just practice for the later stage of cooking for others?
>do you read a lot of books then?
i used to read lot of manga and lately started philosophy but i actually dont read many mangas, i kinda just started writing because i read that it helps with intrusive daydreaming, and eventually learned to love it because of all the wonders words can bring to me and others. i really love jrpgs and theyre text heavy if you can count that as reading
>i think maybe too much for my own good sigh
do you feel like sometimes it makes you think too much? happened to me, nowdays i just try not to take it too seriously and to see it as more of an inspiration for stuff to write

(1/3 sorry for the yapping lol)