>>936410526
Well as a fellow person who doesn't get laid and had the same feeling with my ex I'm gonna give u the advice to not ruin it. You're in a very good situation because your gf can get you into these kinds of parties. You should seriously consider becoming a cuck because the fetish uses your insecurities and jealousy and turns it into a sexual high.
I made the mistake of being too jealous when she was having sex with her 6 foot something friend instead of just enjoying it. She also took me to a fetish party and it was all very sexy and interesting.
I hope she's hot and you're happy with her. It might be your chance to have a fulfilling life. You can always be mad and lonely later.